I'm Thinking About...

What have you guys done last Valentines day? Me? I was on a group date and man it was awkward. I was with 2 other people 1 straight guy and a girl I didn't know that has issues. No offense, these were the kids I grew up with, they were my friends, I just didn't know them that well, after what seems like a hundred years to me.

We have been classmates way back elementary years, we keep up with each other just by staying in touch every once and a while, but that's it. We go to church together and stuffs like that our parents know each other and we have this special bond that other kids dont have.

It's fun to look back and tease each other about the things that we used to do when we were kids and laugh about it a lot when we're suppose to. And you know what feedback I get most of the time? I still havent changed. And I was like what?!?!?!?! tttttsssssssss...

When I was in grade school, I was soooooooooooo mean my bestfriend in the first grade transfered to a different section because I was too much. I mean hello? I was one spoiled bratty bitch of a kid, but that was ssssoooooooooooooooooooooo long ago it hurt.

In high school I was one tactless honest to god, very straight forward no bullshit kinda person I thought it was the right thing to do! But almost everybody hated me for that. I was funny. They loved my humor.. they just don't want to get into my dark side. haha

In college I was actually very sensitive of people's feelings I almost don't talk at all. I just smile and everytime I wanted to say some mean ass shit (which was the truth) I didnt say it just so I can spare their feelings. Apparently people don't want to hear the things you wanted to say. They just ask for the sake of asking it but really, they are thinking of a lot of other things that they thought you would say. tsk tsk.

When I was working, I knew all the mechanics of when to say something and when not.

So, I've said a lot of things last valentines day.. but anyways, I've ranted about a lot of things. All I really wanna say was spending that day alone and working sucks. so even of the rest of them didn't actually go to watch "The Vow" with us, it was actully fine. I loved the movie and everything. Sigh.

Rant of the moment? I hate it when I have allergies.. MY gosh.. my nose just wont stop excreating these colds. okay so enough about last valentines. :D What happened to yours?

So they say the world would end this year.. Would you believe that? To be honest those mayans dont know nothing. Which is really freaky. It's just that they ran out of space on that stupid circular calendar made of whatever it was made of, doesn't mean it's the end.

Nobody really knows when the world would end. The scientists say that the world would only end if the sun is going to turn into a red giant or red something that is and explode to nothingness,which will be like a billion years from now.


But this year has been a creepy year. Those rivers over flowing like crazy and wiping out parts of the city, those ginormous earthquakes and stuff. hmmm.. I dont know.. so what do you guys think? Is life as we know it going to end like what the Mayans said it would?

Hello February! I have been very busy figuring out what I really wanted to do with my life and here I am posting another blog in this website! Hola! I honestly dont know what to think about or to blog about, the truth is I just need a lot of money as of the moment because I am one broke ass broke. Help meeeeeeeeee!!

Now, what to talk about what to talk about? Shall I talk about my frustrations and realizations? Ha ha Okay, so I have mistakenly quit my job that I really love. Blah blah blah. I thought I was gonna die during those times that I've had one terrible ass of a stomach ache. I was sweating like crazy, I became a hundred percent paranoid, and I thought I was going to actually die away from my family and all that crap! It was one hell of a scary thing to imagine and I freaked out big time!

So many regrets. But anyways, one of my new year's resolution was to be really cool about things and I shall live with no regrets. So I hope this year would be good and kind to me. Crossing my fingers. And I hope that I will be accepted on the job that I applied for online just so I can have a brighter future. It took me a while to publish this but now, I can!