I'm Thinking About...

What have you guys done last Valentines day? Me? I was on a group date and man it was awkward. I was with 2 other people 1 straight guy and a girl I didn't know that has issues. No offense, these were the kids I grew up with, they were my friends, I just didn't know them that well, after what seems like a hundred years to me.

We have been classmates way back elementary years, we keep up with each other just by staying in touch every once and a while, but that's it. We go to church together and stuffs like that our parents know each other and we have this special bond that other kids dont have.

It's fun to look back and tease each other about the things that we used to do when we were kids and laugh about it a lot when we're suppose to. And you know what feedback I get most of the time? I still havent changed. And I was like what?!?!?!?! tttttsssssssss...

When I was in grade school, I was soooooooooooo mean my bestfriend in the first grade transfered to a different section because I was too much. I mean hello? I was one spoiled bratty bitch of a kid, but that was ssssoooooooooooooooooooooo long ago it hurt.

In high school I was one tactless honest to god, very straight forward no bullshit kinda person I thought it was the right thing to do! But almost everybody hated me for that. I was funny. They loved my humor.. they just don't want to get into my dark side. haha

In college I was actually very sensitive of people's feelings I almost don't talk at all. I just smile and everytime I wanted to say some mean ass shit (which was the truth) I didnt say it just so I can spare their feelings. Apparently people don't want to hear the things you wanted to say. They just ask for the sake of asking it but really, they are thinking of a lot of other things that they thought you would say. tsk tsk.

When I was working, I knew all the mechanics of when to say something and when not.

So, I've said a lot of things last valentines day.. but anyways, I've ranted about a lot of things. All I really wanna say was spending that day alone and working sucks. so even of the rest of them didn't actually go to watch "The Vow" with us, it was actully fine. I loved the movie and everything. Sigh.

Rant of the moment? I hate it when I have allergies.. MY gosh.. my nose just wont stop excreating these colds. okay so enough about last valentines. :D What happened to yours?